First Post

I was born on a warm summer day in a city full of lights, towers, people, and possibilities. When I was growing up, I was the youngest one so I've been spoiled before. However, I never really took advantage of that. I was quite a good kid I would say, haha.



Growing up was always easy for me, school was never really hard and I always have friends to play with. My parents were there to support me in whatever I did so I didn't know what hardship was like until I started going through University. The frustration of school work along with my sexual orientation really gave me a hard time. The hardest part was not having anyone to talk to and I believe even today, I still do not have anyone to talk to. I used to have that person of whom I have never met before. He came from a very interesting country and culture, so we only communicate via Internet. I think that's when I am truly honest with myself because I know there would be no consequences. Lately I feel that I am losing this friend. Sometimes I feel that maybe it's something I did wrong to make him not talk to me, but now I realize that he might have moved on in his life and I haven't. One day I would like to meet and thank him in person for all the things he has done for me. To him, it might be nothing but to me it was everything.